That feeling, when I am aware of being in the throes of my emotions, and I know my surroundings know it, too, and that it is going to make them dismiss everything I am saying as me being delusional and a bi-product of my general off-kilterness, even though I am making a valid point and I want to be taken seriously, and that makes the inner turmoil boil even harder, and I act in a way that will totally justify their dismissal in the first place. That is what I am talking about.
Music pairing: Oh My God by Adele